gravity never stopped me before..
Bago mag-UPCAT: Lord sana makapasa ako sa UP! Please?
Paglabas ng UPCAT results: Thank You Lord! I passed the UPCAT.
Pagpasok sa UP: Lord, sure po ba kayong pumasa talaga ako? O baka nagkamali lang ng check?
at habang nasa UP: Lord, sana makapasa ako…. hahaha..
just had a pep talk (or was pep talked) by my kuya sa org, pero the thing about pep talk is that alam o na pep-talk yun so mas nakakaiyak, haysh, ba’t ba kasi ang fail ko, na kailangan pa ng pep talk para sumaya ng kaunti…feel ko tuoy ako source ng bv kanina.. T_T sorry naman,.. pero yeah, yun, ang mahiwagang pep talk na madrama.hahha.. ang galing talaga ng mga friends ko.. :) yown, bawal na nga daw mag-drama herbie… tsk. tsk . tsk kaya happiness!!!.. HAPPINESS!!.. :)) me needs to have happiness!! so mamimigay nalang din ako.. :D.. >:D
Eto na naman ako, late dumating ng dorm, naka-sign ulit sa logbook, hello black list..
well, gusto ko din naman mag.prac, kung ba’t ba naman kasi NO ako sa Parent’s Instruction Sheet na yan, hay badtrip..
alam niyo, kanina, ang sarap umiyak, ewan ko lang kung bakit, alam mo yung feeling na kahit anong pilit mong i-achieve, fail ka pa rin?.. na kahit anong mga sinasakripisyo mo para dun, wala pa rin, di paran maabot yung gusto mo?.. yun naman talaga ang na-feel ko kanina after sa reh sa venue, like i was pissed at myself for no reason, tapos, badtrip ako the whole ride papunta kela ate ellise, di ko naman sinasadya na nagdradrama ako especially since super stressed na ako, well, sino ba namang hindi, pero the point is, well actualy wala akong point, nag-ra-rant lang talaga ako kasi di ko magawa-gawa yung post lab ko for chem habang naiiyak ako sa mga nangyayari, kanina sa reh, impromptu walk-out ako, buti gumagana fake call ko sa phone kasi malapit na talagang tumulo ang mga luha ko, hindi tears of joy, kundi tears of sadness and frustrations.. haysh..
anyhow, wala na akong magagawa kundi ang mag-rant and mag-drama dito sa blog ko about the depression that is sinking into me right now, ..ewan ko ba, masaya-ish naman ako kanina, pero parang kanina, biglang na-off yung meter ko.. bigla nalang akong natahimik and stuff…
aja, konting tumbling nalang matatapos na ang awitan (sad), love ko na ang unofficial choir namin sa org.. :) sana magpatuloy to, i hope, since yung mga affiliates namin na hindi members sa org mag-aaply.. :D
youshu! gambatte!!..
p.s.-added badtrip pa na hindi magaling net namin so baka medjo sabaw ang pagkalabas nito..like no spacing and all.. >_
The week before, you know it’s coming because you feel like this:
Your face looks like this:
And when you least expect it this happens:
And youre just like:
on the first day you feel like this:
On the second day, the cramps kick in.
On the third day, you’re freakin’ bloated and can’t move.
on the fourth day, if it’s food, you eat it.
you have all these emotions on the 5th/6th day
and everyone’s looking at you like
And then, it finally stops. And you’re all like:
then I’m like:
i said i’m over it, but memories come cruel and sad..
i just wanna move on, get on with the life that i had,
but then i see the posts, the texts and the pictures,
of before, of then, of the funny letters.
and now we’re not friends,
heck we’re not even talking.
i miss those times when it wasn’t awkward,
when we were just us, smiling, laughing.
but fate is seems, do have a funny sense of humor.
after that time, i went off your radar.
and now, there are only these times,
when i rant and make a stupid poem that rhymes.
i wonder when we’ll be ever friends again,
i do miss you, but until then.
